From "World Inside My Head," Sister Hazel
"But the paint on me is beginning to dry
And it's not what I wanted to be
The weight on me is holding on to a weary angel
So tell me what it is about me
Where did everybody go without me
So I like to fantasize and watch the sun rise
Like it's a big surprise
Life moved and I stopped to taste it
I drank it up until it left me wasted
But my rains have bled a softer red
Oh, you should see the world inside my head"
Sonoma State and Renewed Purpose
Okay, for the record, SSU is making me feel HORRIBLE. I have no friends, no one to talk to... I've never felt so alone in my LIFE. The very few people I do know don't really want to talk to me, for some reason... Don't know if I've become unpersonable or boring or what... Maybe I just don't fit in yet. I'll figure it all out. Anyway. If you see me out there, please please please please give me a hug...
(((seriously almost cried twenty times so far hate the place)))
BUT ON A MORE POSITIVE NOTE>>>
I found another calling. I have a renewed life purpose. I'm going to be a college drama teacher! Woo hoo! *coughs* Really, it's a good thing. I'm overjoyed thank you and goodbye
